Loneliness isn’t only
the friendless room,
the fading tombstone name,
an empty bed, or no-one to sit with.
Loneliness can be trying too hard,
trying to be loveable,
trying to fit in,
trying to show your gifts
when you’ve forgotten what they are.
Loneliness can be feeling you’re out of step,
a panic before starting to speak,
missing the sharing of silence and pain,
hearing yourself boring and silly.
Loneliness can be feeling
cut off from someone else’s life
or shut out of their heart
or not being able to share
the truth in your own.
Loneliness can be slowly
failing to believe in yourself,
Loneliness can be
wanting to move on,
because you’re too tired
to keep trying so hard.
Copyright 2016 by Paula Harmon. All rights belong to the author and material may not be copied without the author’s express permission